we want peace we want love we want happiness

Currently listening to : Satisfaction – Benny Bennasi

Ive learnt that treasuring the love showed by others is extremely important cuz you never know whats going to happen next.

I decided to follow bubz to his mates funeral. But he had to go straight after uni so I managed to get a ride from Rimpal and shay (thanks lovelies) Got dressed at shay’s and had some beers. Took a drive to shay’s sister’s house to see her newborn since we had some time to spare. Aaaw, babies have this nice aura that they protrude don’t they? Soon after rushed to the manukau cemetery and was taken by surprise to see the amount of people paying their respects to the family. Met bubz at the tree of memories and we went to meet up with his friends. I know its not the place and time for him to introduce me to his friends but he just had to, haha! Aaaww iloveyou. I could see he was still in a state of shock and I really wished I could have done more than give him hugs and kisses. We went together to view the body and pay respect to the family! It was really emotional for me even tho I don’t even know him. I mean when you think about death its when your at an old age not when you are in your 20s. It was heartbreaking for me to see the parents not let go of the coffin when it was time to cremate the body. Im really thankful to have my parents, my boyf and my friends who care of me and I shouldn’t take any of that for granted.

And to those fucktards who thought that this event was for you all to just gather and chit chat, screw yourselves. Someone’s in deep misery and all you could talk about are your stupid lives and how depressing is it. Fucking grow up!


And the very first time, I met up with baby’s brother and his girlf and his parents. Well not much of his parents cuz they were talking to someone else, so I had a glance of how they’d look.

I got a reply from the university and I got accepted into the bachelor of education – early childhood education (yay me!). Im so friggin excited but I want to know the outcome of the primary teaching cuz id rather do that than early childhood. And since I have been given till the 14th of may to accept the offer, hopefully by then I know the status of primary teaching and make a decision. But I wont be too bumped if I go ahead with early childhood cuz id still be dealing with children. I could always teach in a private school! I was pretty scared that not one will I get accepted into but I think god has answered my prayers.


30 seconds to mars in performing in august in new Zealand and why am I a broke bitch?

Currently listening to : Satisfaction – Benny Bennasi

Ive learnt that treasuring the love showed by others is extremely important cuz you never know whats going to happen next.

I decided to follow bubz to his mates funeral. But he had to go straight after uni so I managed to get a ride from Rimpal and shay (thanks lovelies) Got dressed at shay’s and had some beers. Took a drive to shay’s sister’s house to see her newborn since we had some time to spare. Aaaw, babies have this nice aura that they protrude don’t they? Soon after rushed to the manukau cemetery and was taken by surprise to see the amount of people paying their respects to the family. Met bubz at the tree of memories and we went to meet up with his friends. I know its not the place and time for him to introduce me to his friends but he just had to, haha! Aaaww iloveyou. I could see he was still in a state of shock and I really wished I could have done more than give him hugs and kisses. We went together to view the body and pay respect to the family! It was really emotional for me even tho I don’t even know him. I mean when you think about death its when your at an old age not when you are in your 20s. It was heartbreaking for me to see the parents not let go of the coffin when it was time to cremate the body. Im really thankful to have my parents, my boyf and my friends who care of me and I shouldn’t take any of that for granted.

And to those fucktards who thought that this event was for you all to just gather and chit chat, screw yourselves. Someone’s in deep misery and all you could talk about are your stupid lives and how depressing is it. Fucking grow up!


And the very first time, I met up with baby’s brother and his girlf and his parents. Well not much of his parents cuz they were talking to someone else, so I had a glance of how they’d look.

I got a reply from the university and I got accepted into the bachelor of education – early childhood education (yay me!). Im so friggin excited but I want to know the outcome of the primary teaching cuz id rather do that than early childhood. And since I have been given till the 14th of may to accept the offer, hopefully by then I know the status of primary teaching and make a decision. But I wont be too bumped if I go ahead with early childhood cuz id still be dealing with children. I could always teach in a private school! I was pretty scared that not one will I get accepted into but I think god has answered my prayers.


30 seconds to mars in performing in august in new Zealand and why am I a broke bitch?