we want peace we want love we want happiness

Mum broke some facts that obviously I didn’t want to hear. The work permit expired so we are on visitor pass and that also has an expiry date (wtf) which is on the 21st of feb. Now that im no longer on student visa I wouldn’t have a valid reason to stay unless the work permit is being renewed.

Mum suggested that I could go back to Singapore and maybe go to perth to reside with my cousin and her husband. I really don’t mind but I moved and it took me a while to adapt and make awesome friends. I wouldn’t want to lose them they mean the world to me. OMG YOU DON’T KNOW HOW LONG I WAS TRYING TO CONTROL MY TEARS.

Dad came home telling us that the lawyers informed him that the work permit should be reactivated by the 10th of feb so I don’t have to worry any longer. I hope it comes by then. I don’t want any of us to go through this shit anymore, heaps of money being wasted here you know. The next hurdle is university. I really want to enter the march intake. If the pr doesn’t come in by then, I’ll then postpone to the july intake and I’ll spend the meantime in spore. Urgh so much lehcehness!

The past few days I have been having bad dreams about bestf. He hasn’t been calling me, whatever’s up. I don’t want to intrude so im just going to leave it and take a deep breath. If he’s ready to talk them by all means call me. I will be waiting no doubt.

I made tandoori chicken for lunch! How cool is that. Dad’s proud of me cause im taking an initiative to do some housework and cook. Well its not that bad afterall.

I miss my babies, we need to hang out really soon ok.

Urgh the results are released very very very soon, me not really excited! Im pretty nervous. I hope I get into AU and not AUT (even though its not a bad idea tho). Either one of them will be good but the first choice would definitely make me happy.

Mum broke some facts that obviously I didn’t want to hear. The work permit expired so we are on visitor pass and that also has an expiry date (wtf) which is on the 21st of feb. Now that im no longer on student visa I wouldn’t have a valid reason to stay unless the work permit is being renewed.

Mum suggested that I could go back to Singapore and maybe go to perth to reside with my cousin and her husband. I really don’t mind but I moved and it took me a while to adapt and make awesome friends. I wouldn’t want to lose them they mean the world to me. OMG YOU DON’T KNOW HOW LONG I WAS TRYING TO CONTROL MY TEARS.

Dad came home telling us that the lawyers informed him that the work permit should be reactivated by the 10th of feb so I don’t have to worry any longer. I hope it comes by then. I don’t want any of us to go through this shit anymore, heaps of money being wasted here you know. The next hurdle is university. I really want to enter the march intake. If the pr doesn’t come in by then, I’ll then postpone to the july intake and I’ll spend the meantime in spore. Urgh so much lehcehness!

The past few days I have been having bad dreams about bestf. He hasn’t been calling me, whatever’s up. I don’t want to intrude so im just going to leave it and take a deep breath. If he’s ready to talk them by all means call me. I will be waiting no doubt.

I made tandoori chicken for lunch! How cool is that. Dad’s proud of me cause im taking an initiative to do some housework and cook. Well its not that bad afterall.

I miss my babies, we need to hang out really soon ok.

Urgh the results are released very very very soon, me not really excited! Im pretty nervous. I hope I get into AU and not AUT (even though its not a bad idea tho). Either one of them will be good but the first choice would definitely make me happy.