Past:
The past few days have been blue, I just want to keep to myself but that is not healthy. I have to one way or rather start socializing. I let myself and my parents down, I didn’t mean to. Just two credits can change everything in a split second. I didn’t make it to the degree I wanted! Since I just missed by two credits I have an alternative solution. I do a certificate course (foundation/bridging) and re-apply for the degree. But I don’t think its an auto entry as they would depend on how well I perform in the cert course :/ I knew that was coming! As usual had the nagging and why other can do it and not you pep talk from the oldies. I deserved it but I felt like i wasn’t capable of anything. Some people are quick learners and some aren’t. Why cant they understand that!? Its not like im not trying, I am but not hard enough. University is not high school, I need to pull my socks. If I had I wouldn’t go through this shit. Well crying over spilt milk is not a solution either.

Present:
I have talked things out with my parents and I am going to make them proud this time round. Im going to put my heart and soul and ace with flying colors! Auckland University of technology has asked me to consider a 9 month cert course on early childhood and I can soon re-apply for the degree. However, Manukau Institute of Technology offers the same course and same requirements however they are pretty lenient. I heard they close one eye if you are lacking in a few credits. So I might have a chance to get into a degree course. I might be asked to do a cert course because of my results.

Edit:

Mum drove past MIT and she feels that the surrounding and the school doesn’t look appealing so she asked me to stick with AUT (finally she agrees with me). She also feels that MIT might not allow me to switch to a university out of Auckland later if we plan to move. Applying for MIT now all depends on my dad whether he wants me to do it or not as a back up plan.

All I have to do now is to work really hard and not slack, university life if not easy. I have to sleep late and do loads of research! My new goal is to ace my certificate course and get into the degree by next year. International fees is no joke! It’ll be super awesome if the PR comes through cause the local fees are way cheaper doooooode! I don’t mind the 1 1/2 hr distance but we’ll come to that later. For now I need to complete some forms and submit to AUT for them to process my application for the cert and hopefully they will accept me (cross fingers). If I cant even get into the certificate I swear to god I don’t know what to say.

Uh im off to gobble down home made chicken lasagna.
Im not mean that why im sharing some, enjoy lovelies.

Past:
The past few days have been blue, I just want to keep to myself but that is not healthy. I have to one way or rather start socializing. I let myself and my parents down, I didn’t mean to. Just two credits can change everything in a split second. I didn’t make it to the degree I wanted! Since I just missed by two credits I have an alternative solution. I do a certificate course (foundation/bridging) and re-apply for the degree. But I don’t think its an auto entry as they would depend on how well I perform in the cert course :/ I knew that was coming! As usual had the nagging and why other can do it and not you pep talk from the oldies. I deserved it but I felt like i wasn’t capable of anything. Some people are quick learners and some aren’t. Why cant they understand that!? Its not like im not trying, I am but not hard enough. University is not high school, I need to pull my socks. If I had I wouldn’t go through this shit. Well crying over spilt milk is not a solution either.

Present:
I have talked things out with my parents and I am going to make them proud this time round. Im going to put my heart and soul and ace with flying colors! Auckland University of technology has asked me to consider a 9 month cert course on early childhood and I can soon re-apply for the degree. However, Manukau Institute of Technology offers the same course and same requirements however they are pretty lenient. I heard they close one eye if you are lacking in a few credits. So I might have a chance to get into a degree course. I might be asked to do a cert course because of my results.

Edit:

Mum drove past MIT and she feels that the surrounding and the school doesn’t look appealing so she asked me to stick with AUT (finally she agrees with me). She also feels that MIT might not allow me to switch to a university out of Auckland later if we plan to move. Applying for MIT now all depends on my dad whether he wants me to do it or not as a back up plan.

All I have to do now is to work really hard and not slack, university life if not easy. I have to sleep late and do loads of research! My new goal is to ace my certificate course and get into the degree by next year. International fees is no joke! It’ll be super awesome if the PR comes through cause the local fees are way cheaper doooooode! I don’t mind the 1 1/2 hr distance but we’ll come to that later. For now I need to complete some forms and submit to AUT for them to process my application for the cert and hopefully they will accept me (cross fingers). If I cant even get into the certificate I swear to god I don’t know what to say.

Uh im off to gobble down home made chicken lasagna.
Im not mean that why im sharing some, enjoy lovelies.