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About a boy
Friday, December 18, 2009/ 5:09 PM

Currently listening to : Vulnerable – secondhand serenade



I am not like other girls, they have girls as their bestf. I happen to have a boy and I have to accept the fact that I would definitely get into shit from their girlf right!? Well that’s one of the few consequences.

Bestf texted me this afternoon saying that he broke up with the love of his life just because she saw the texts we send each other L
He tried telling her that im the one he goes to when he needs a friend to talk to. Its not like he’s cheating or anything. Just because I tell him I love you and stuff. That’s me and she’s gotta accept that fact that im like that. Well I don’t blame her of course, if I were her id probably react the same but for a fact, id definitely understand and try to move forward.

I don’t like one thing, she knows that im going to and always will be there for him and still she talks behind my back! I don’t want to say anything just because my bestf is in love with (that skank) her.

Ive tried numerous times explaining to him that id back off just to keep a smile on his face but he insist that id stay with him. I would love to but at the end of the day id be the one feeling guilty as id be the cause of their fights. She wouldn’t let it go, never will she!
I nearly made him choose but that’s a selfish thought.

We even made a promise the day before that no matter what we’re gonna be there for each other and no one’s going to ever replace him. Even if I make new friends.
I also made a promise that im never going to think about backing out again. And I don’t do empty promises. He’s my bestfriend afterall!

I pray that he tries his best to get her back and I hope she really understands why im in his life.
I just want you to know that no matter what im here for you, you could talk to me and you know that! I’ll definitely feel stink because its not easy being the person who is the cause of your problem in your love life, I wont lie. But I’ll try my best to hide my feelings so that you’re happy. There’s bound to be sacrifices made and I have a million for you but I really do need you in my life as well.

You know that its hard for me to find someone whom I can talk anything about and that person is you. You’re like my other half and if your girlf cant accept the fact that I’ll be there then its too bad. You’re in my heart and its hard to scratch it off. I love you bestfriend. Be strong.